Tomorrow would be a break from routine.
A routine that has been going on for the past three days, and wearing me out completely.
You'll understand what I'm feeling now, if you spend more time playing music than sleeping.
I've been practicing more than 8 hours everyday for the past three days.
7 hours at CCA, 2 hours at home.
Yet whatever I'm playing is still no where near perfection.
Perfection is essential.
Imperfection is intolerable.
Does anyone understand that?