Things are complicated when you are nobody.
Things get even more complicated when you are somebody.
Why didn't I think of that before?

The year 2010 is coming to an end soon.
Looking back, I realised I've lived this year in a rush.
In the never-ending pursuit for perfection, precious things in life were neglected.
I'm sorry :(
We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
and I'm suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start

And life is a road
and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
that made love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you


♥
This is for you, Amanda.
Tomorrow would be a break from routine.
A routine that has been going on for the past three days, and wearing me out completely.
You'll understand what I'm feeling now, if you spend more time playing music than sleeping.
I've been practicing more than 8 hours everyday for the past three days.
7 hours at CCA, 2 hours at home.
Yet whatever I'm playing is still no where near perfection.
Perfection is essential.
Imperfection is intolerable.
Does anyone understand that?
10 Things I will miss about NYCO Camp 2010:
1. Playing Yaotian everyday :D
2. Laughing at people who do stupid and silly things when they are blindfolded during amazing race
3. Chionging around to make sure that the food is here on time (Okay fine I admit that I didn't really enjoy this but it was a valuable experience though:)
4. Sleeping in the YQ room, though we nearly froze to death cos of the aircon
5. Talking to Yuka and Rachel with the rest of the peas till its 12.30am
6. Laughing with Shawn till my cheek bones hurt and I can't sleep till 1.30am
7. Saying HI~~~ to Yushan and giving her the bimbo look ^^
8. Staring at the 4kg chocolate cake and waiting for the genie to pop out (NOT)
9. Cutting the cake :) though my arm kinda ached after that cos the 4kg cake came up to more than 100 slices
10. Being with the peas for 3 days straight <3

NYCO Camp 2010 was awesome :DDD
Hello Peeps!!! :DDD

I'm finally back! After so many days away from home :O Okay I shall talk about
Munich and Stuttgart first, then I'll start highing about NYCO Camp <3

When I arrived at the Munich airport on the first day, I seriously thought I was in heaven. Literally and figuratively. There was this supermarket in the airport, and with about 20 Euros you could probably buy enough chocolate to last you a year. Really! They had all sorts of brands like Milka, Ritter Sport and Lindtt, but most importantly, they were freaking cheap!!! One box of yoghurette chocolates cost 2.40Euros there (about $4.80) while in singapore you have to pay $14.90 for the same thing. Damn candy empire has been cheating me off my money D:<
Okay then we checked into the hotel and went to the christmas market :) pretty exciting to see it for the first time, and the stuff they sold were quite interesting too, you can't find such stuff here in singapore. But actually the only thing I remember about the christmas market was the FOOD :D They had nice christmas food like caramelized nuts, potato pancakes, chocolate coated gingerbread and chocolate coated strawberries :DDD
For the next few days we just shopped around in the Marienplatz town area, and ate lotsa bacon and eggs for breakfast everyday. Yuck. We also went to this gigantic science and technology museum, which is probably as big as vivo city, and a toy museum that totally cheated us off our money. For God's sake it is only as big as the living room in my house! It had so little stuff and we paid 3 Euros for each ticket -.-

After 4 days in Munich, we took a train to Stuttgart :) Its colder than Munich but it had beautiful scenery ^^ we stayed at a hotel beside a lake and it was so pretty >.< The next day we went around the munich town area, and went to more christmas markets, though I started to find them pretty boring o.o On the snowy morning we drove back to munich, and stop at King Ludwig's castle on the way there. The castle is freaking pretty inside ok. And all the furniture and stuff inside were from centuries ago, awesome. But all the fabric and cushions were like rotting away if you stared closely enough (cos we weren't allowed to touch anything) .

Then it was back to Munich and to the airport after one last night at a horrendous hotel. Went to the airport and bought 80 Euros worth of chocolate :DDD Reached Singapore at about 8.30am and chiong home to pack my stuff for NYCO Comm Camp and CO camp. Jetlag was D:
For once, I just want to hide somewhere and play the piano all day long.
:'(